Peaceful waiting in Advent Hope

Loaves and Fishes, by Laura James Art

We heard in the Gospel this week of the miracle of the loaves and fishes. The miracle being, the sharing of the food, amongst the many. The many had been waiting with Jesus for three days, thousands of people "the lame the maimed and blind, the mute and many others."[1]

Waiting, waiting with Jesus, sat together, in union and in hunger. The miracle surely is not only in the food multiplying, but in the waiting of thousands of people, waiting for the blind to see, mute to talk, the lame to walk; thousands of people waiting in hope and faith and hunger.

Pope Francis calls us to be aware of the charade of celebrating Christmas this year.  He says that with our world so broken, by climate change, war, poverty and greed, "We should ask for the grace to weep for this world which does not recognize the path to peace… God weeps, Jesus weeps."[2]

A path away from peace is a path to making us all lame, mute, maimed, and blind; such a path is not far from our own feet.

We could despair at the state of the world, at the charade that is looming, but first we have a choice. Just like those waiting with Jesus, hungry and broken, we could chose to stay. We can and must choose the path of peace, hope and love; we can all choose to wait.

I am reminded of the words of Jean Vanier, 

"Each one of us is waiting. Creation is waiting, humanity in its totality is waiting. But sometimes we forget that Jesus is also waiting. Jesus is waiting and sometimes, we may imagine him, in tears, as he weeps over this broken humanity saying 'If you had but known the gift of God. If you had but known the message of peace."[3]

Advent is a time of waiting, a time to celebrate the waiting of an Emmanuel, God with us. As we prepare a path, we are called, more so than ever before, that this path must be one of peace.

We must, moreover we need to be mindful of how we, the broken, forgotten, the unwanted, are invited to wait alongside Jesus to be freed, nourished and welcomed, in love, hope and peace.

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[1] Mt 15:29-37

[2] http://time.com/4123703/pope-francis-christmas-charade/

[3] Jean Vanier - Images of Love, words of hope pg112-13

Doughnuts Dance-offs and Dilemmas!

I write this whilst sat in Arlington Virginia on a chilly Wednesday in May watching the world go around me listening to Expectations by Belle and Sebastian. Life is good, at least for this small moment in time, it would be wrong to say that everything is great and as the song says on top of the world- but are we ever?

I'm in Arlington for a 2 day interview/ come and see session with L'arche, I have an interview this afternoon followed by the afternoon/ evening in community with the core members, people with disability and the community assistants- the people who look after them. I hope to join L'Arche as a community assistant and so this is quite the day for me, tomorrow I have another 2 interviews with people in DC for this same post- stressful times!

 

As those of you who know me well, I get very stressed out in these situations so I have not been looking forward to today since I arranged it. I am however, happy to have this opportunity and have a good feeling that if I am accepted and I can work things out that with regard to visa etc then if I like it and get a good vibe I will consider it greatly.

'Every day I look at the world from my window' as the kinks sing on , and I too look at the world so very often from above through the lens of self abstraction, and this is to end I hope and suggest through new ventures what I ever I do, wherever I end up. I need to become involved in a day to day sense in the world around me. Life in collier has shown and highlighted my frustration with myself at not being a fully active individual, that is not say that I don't enjoy the seclusion and often isolation, but rather it is now for me to find the quiet place in my everyday life as opposed to having to find a non quite place to interact.

A time for decisions?!

I write this on my way back to a not so sunny NJ after a great weekend in Baltimore, having just been thanked by Brendan for going to see him and that he loves me. It nearly made me cry, which as some of you know is a bloody difficult thing for me. Going down to Baltimore is becoming increasingly more and more attractive if I am totally honest, I feel able to be part of something, its natural, there's no need to make decisions life has to go on the rhythm beats a familiar pattern.

I have of late sought out tried to discover, even more so than previously, what it is that I seek in my life; what is it that I want to do that will give my life meaning and inspire me, challenge, change make afresh and ultimately fulfill what notions of life I developed? I know that people around me develop concerns when I seem unhappy sad or even at time despair and I know that these feelings are all too often unexpressed in any positive way. So I have of late tried to become more positive in my reactions to questioning my life and motivations, searching for life's opportunities to somehow fit my plans not the other way around!.

Then it hit me, quite unexpectedly through the medium of the theatre, the V word! I had been trying to hide away from it, telling myself that I'll get a girlfriend or something like that and then everything will be fine, that I can fulfill my heartfelt desires to serve those around me and be eventually settling down and finding a job and somewhere to live and being happy with that. And then I play a bloody priest in a play at school and my life over the space of 3 performances changes, it's like making scones and you realize that you've forgotten to put salt in the recipe so you have to add the salt and remix, whilst knowing that the over mixing can cause quite the change in the results.- not good.

 

Musica

So a request was made for "facts/figures/anecdotes etc etc" so i have decided to share with you what i listen to in order so that i may connect with you a little more personally and so here it goes
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Sunny family times

This comes to you as I sit on my fire escape (balcony) in the warmth of the late afternoon of an April Monday. There is a very real sense that spring has sprung and hot on its tails is summer. It's wonderful to be in the sun, the light and the warmth are so invigorating and the life around me in the trees, on the ground and in the sky reminds me of just how lucky I am to be where I am to be surrounded by the beauty of nature not only in the fauna and flora, but also in the people.

I have just spent Easter with my family including my mother, it was great to be with them and spend time just being and thinking of all that has taken place since we were last together. It was also a very tough time, a time in which many things came to the surface for me, great realizations, came to mind of my needs, and hopes and the difficulties that have arisen and rise every day in trying to attain them. But as I look around me I am reminded that as a natural being, a creation that lives as best as I can within nature, that in the same way the trees and the earth comes to life my needs come to life, my hopes are reignited. This is something I need to remind myself of daily, and I try to do so although this can be ever so trying.

 

 

Happy Easter

Happy Easter,

it is an odd Easter for me this year its new territory, literally as I'm in Atlanta Georgia, and to get here i along with my family drove from Baltimore going through two new states North Carolina and South Carolina.

Out of Darkness cometh Light.
Out of the Darkness of the Tomb came The Light of the World from the resurrected Christ, may we today and everyday roll away the stone from the tomb so that others may see the light through our lives and all our brothers and sisters.

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